Faults in life makes myself more miserable. I am reflecting here if I still know who really I am. I am a bit discouraged tonight. :( Having a job means having a bigger responsibility, far bigger than those I’ve had in school. I just recalled that when I was studying, for once, I thought I was like paid by my parents just to finish my studies. I only have to comply with the requirements mandated by the profs, and the decision was left in me if I will do that or not. In work, it is completely a different setting,  one thing is that, I am paid to not commit mistakes. I am paid because of my expected performance, paid to do good outputs for the company and whatnot.